I hate it when people use results to measure everything. When people equate results to one's success in life. When people think Results Make the World Go Round. It's like if we do badly for our exams, we are going to be condemned by the society and be left to die alone and friendless. Life isn't just about studying. There are Bigger Things out there for us to do.

I hope you will stop acting as if you know everything and keep imposing your thoughts and beliefs upon us. Things change, and the experience you gained eons ago doesn't apply anymore. Don't force me to think the way you do and do the stuff you want me to do. Don't tell me how I should live my life and what path should I take in the future cos thankfully I've pretty much thought it out myself. I know my direction, I know my plans, I know what I want.

Preaching and interference never worked on me, I thought you knew. Apparently I was wrong.

"Results, whether good or bad, don't matter. What matters most is that you've done your best." I'm sorry, but I don't think what you said matches what you usually think.

This is so so irritating. BAH.

Got this from someone's blog:

---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible...better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

I think it's pretty true...especially those in bold hahahaha!

Anyway I dreamt of Taiwan again!!!!!!!!!! =))))) Can you believe it?!! I dreamt that I was in Taiwan with my family and we were walking to Shilin! Then my family was like asking me how to go to Shilin! Hahahaha wankai it's really ri you suo si ye you suo meng! I really really really want to go to Taiwan again oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

I think I'll go running tomorrow.

Actually I wanted to blog happily about how I won Mr Oh Jian Ming, Miss Pan Hui Yan and Miss Tan Li Ting in the connect-four game today. But then, something came in the mail today that caused my mood to take a 50-storey plunge.

Bloody BT1 results.

I really really really hate the school for sending our results to our parents. I really really really hate it when Miss Li added the words, "Parents of" on the bloody envelope. I really really really hate the school for having its own warped grading system. Well, teachers said the school reverted back to the 100% original A-Level grading system, but that's bullshit. Cos I went to check and realised I should get Cs (according to the 100% original A-Level grading system). Instead, I got nice and round Ds. And so I didn't do that badly after all, and the bloody school tricked me into thinking I'm really as stupid as my dear friends always say. BAH.

Because of the school's bloody warped grading system, who suffers in the end? It's us, the poor students of the bloody school. We get scolded by our parents, we get so bloody demoralised when in actual fact we didn't do half as badly as we thought.

When my lovely mother saw my lovely results, she started to throw lovely accusations at me, like how I always go out with my lovely friends (what a joke, haha), how I always go online (yah I didn't have to prepare for the stupid Block Tests), how I always waste my lovely time (when I slept less than 5 hours everyday during the BT period) etc etc etc. My lovely mother seemed to forget that her lovely daughter had to prepare for the lovely Yellow City for nearly 3 lovely months, that her lovely daughter had less than a week to finish studying 4 lovely subs (which include the lovelier LEP), that her lovely daughter got so stressed her lovely biological clock got so lovingly screwed up. When she saw that my GP was marked with "EX", she thought I scored so badly Miss Li felt ashamed about putting down the grade.Her lovely accusations are so hilarious I can barf.

When my lovely mother saw the lovely VCD darling Shuli lent me, she went, "Woah, watch VCD for what? Waste time. Watch Channel U can already what." Yah and today when I got home she was watching the lovely VCD. That says alot.

TO HELL WITH THE BLOODY SCHOOL. The school has managed to bring my stress to a much higher level (even over the stupid NAPFA), has managed to present a warped version of The Truth, has managed to groom one of their students into a cynical and angsty teen as she is today. I sincerely thank the school for such feats which I thought could never be achieved in my entire life.

Edit: I can't believe my dear friend whom I always side with has betrayed my trust for her when she asked me to go to the toilet with her so that another dear friend of mine can continue with the quest of searching for The IC. Why on earth do I have friends like this.

I was so irritated and pissed today.

For the full story, please read Minsee's and Clarence's blogs. Now, I shall write from the victim's point of view.

I always always always hate it when people invade my privacy, cos I see privacy as a very important part of me which should be carefully guarded and not be shown to everyone. I value privacy. I treasure privacy. That's why I never liked people looking at my wallet or handphone (except to take stupid pictures). What's worse is that some people take my wallet without permission, it's very rude. And because I want people to respect my privacy, I always respect other people's privacy. For instance, I have never taken other people's wallets (behind their backs even) to see what's inside cos I don't like people doing that to me. It's a form of respect, see?

So if you don't show me the basic respect, I don't see why I should respect you either. That's why I insisted that Minsee must show me her naked baby photos. And please remember to bring them Minsee.

Maybe you may think that I'm exaggerating, but I really really think respecting one's privacy is a big deal. Even my 16PF says I'm a very private person.

I think IC is a rather private thing too. Heck, some people even refuse to show their EZ-Link cards, what more an IC? Plus I look ugly in the stupid IC.

So if I insist on not showing you my wallet or IC, please do not push your luck and find ways and means to get hold of my stuff. It's very rude.

Note: the "you" doesn't mean anyone in particular, just a general term.

Well now that it's over, let's not bring it up anymore.

5-item today. I was so bloody stressed about the bloody standing broad jump I couldn't bloody hell jump. It's like some kind of a psychological barrier. BAH. I was like going through all the vulgarities in my head and had the sudden urge to burn the school down. I can't believe I got so stressed over a stupid thing like NAPFA. NAPFA is the dumbest test one can ever have. It's like if we get Bronze in NAPFA it means that we are so weak and unfit we can like drop dead anytime. And it's so silly to see all the schools pushing their students to get Silver so they can get some silly sustained award which only serves to add glory to the schools. And what happens to us poor students who are forced to get Silver? We are merely pawns controlled by the school, only serving the purpose of helping the school win silly awards which we don't benefit from.

BAH. So anyway, yeah. Thanks for all the encouragement and help, you know who you are =)

2.4 next week. I'm quite excited.

Andrew Tan is a good teacher. I'm beginning to see him in a different light.

I don't want to grow any taller cos it'll be difficult for me to find a boyfriend since guys are getting shorter on the average. But my mum keeps forcing me to drink the Grow Taller Soup. Ask the recipe from me if you want.

Going to watch Xin Niang 18 Sui now. Bye.

5-item tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Dinner at Pepperlunch!

Yes, I was late again. Cos I had to look for Ah Vril's present before meeting them. Bleah. Hope the top isn't too big nor too small.

Pepperluch was not bad, except for the stupid rule that everyone has to be present before getting seats. Like, for what? It's really silly. Maybe it's their method for making it look as if the place is full of people since you can hardly get everyone to be present on time for dinner dates and so you have to resort to waiting outside the place.

And so...after waiting for nearly 30 mins, we got in!!!!!

Avril and I malu-ed ourselves in Pepperlunch. We were like dashing towards the queue, only to find out...

Picture is self-explanatory. The blue arrow represents the route of our mad dash from our table to the counter. The waitress was staring at us when we stood at the end of the queue and beckoned us to go back.

After abit of photowhoring and talking and laughing, our food came!

My Salmon Pepper Rice!

It was a nice experience, cooking and mixing the rice and salmon, hearing the wonderful sizzling of the pan. But I got tired from all the mixing. I exclaimed, "Hao3 lei4 ah!!" and all of them stared at me in silence.

After that, it was more photowhoring and crapping. Every step we took, we photowhored. So we walked really really slowly ahahahaha. Reminds me of the time when we will be stuck at the zebra-crossing near Zhonghua cos we had no idea where to go and started talking just there and then. Then we'll be like, "Eh, so where are we going?" and the question would always go unanswered cos we kept talking about other stuff.

Amazing discovery of the day:

Marcus' Mousey Ear.

Marcus has really really really small ears!!!!! Like a mouse lol! It's like so not proportionate to his face! The cool thing is he pierced his ear! I think guys who pierce their ears are very cool. Like Shuli's leghair-less bball player. OJM says guys piercing their right ears means they are gays, but I doubt our darling Marcus is.

And anyway I can confirm that James actually said I became prettier 'cos my dear friends said I became prettier!!!! No, my friends are not blind, they do not have bad taste and they are honestly honest with me =D =D =D

Talking with these great people really rocks. We could just sit at Ngee Ann City and talk about anything under the sun and laugh at every silly thing. It's like back to the good 'ol times, when we seemed to have less troubles and always felt good with the company we had.

Listening to Marcus talk about TSD and seeing him show us the interesting stuff he learnt (in the public, yes) made me wonder what would happen if I had taken the path I so wanted to in the beginning, instead of being stuck in the shithole as I am now. Blah. Shouldn't complain too much since there's only like 7 months to go.

These are the people whom I will love with all my life because they are Worth It.

PS: Agnes I saw your calligraphy work pasted outside the LEP classroom. Ahahaha.

[o.P][♥7thHe8ven♥]☆aVriL☆ mixed. champion of nolinkess says:
MY FRIEND GAVE NIANYA A BROCOLI FOR HER BIRTHDAY

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AJ Family Day! =D

A few days back I was rather stressed about AJ Family Day. We arranged to meet at 11 am at YCK MRT Station today. Which means I have to wake up by 9 latest, which is impossible for me since I never wake up before 1 pm. So in some weird way I became stressed about being on time, and this stress culminated into a dream.

I dreamt that I woke up late on Saturday, like 1.30 pm. Then when I checked my phone, I realised I had 8 messages. 8 messages from 8 different people all telling me Sook was very disappointed in me for not going to AJ with them. When I woke up, I got quite worried and went to check if it really was Saturday. Heng it wasn't.

But still, I was late today since it's my habit to be late.

Saw many people today! Shen, Shufen, Yvette, Shaun, Lao Lai, Hongyi etc etc etc. But the best thing was I finally saw LAO LAI'S GF!!!!!!!!!!! Muahahahahahahaha...I think she's sweet-looking. But the thought of Lao Lai bringing her to Chinatown to possibly trace their roots or sightsee is hilarious.

And so we walked around, desperately trying to spend all the coupons. Oh, and this lady from AJ Alumni approached us cos she thought we had graduated from AJ! We don't look so old what...

The finale of the Family Day was when Macy the projectsuperstarcontestant-cum-ajalumnus performed! As usual I got excited (I always get excited when I see 明星 of any sort) hahahahahahaha. But no photos cos Sook said it's stupid to take photos of her singing since she doesn't have much fame anyway :(

When we lunched James asked me the stupidest question ever. "Eh did you go for plastic surgery?" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT! Trust James to ask this type of silly question. But then again James is the guy who always wants and tries to get 13 yao in mahjong and does silly stuff when we play bridge.

So I take his question as a compliment that I became prettier =D =D =D =D

After that it was Ice-Age 2! The squirrel and acorn parts were very cute and hilarious. But I thought the part where the flood subsided was a lil lame and rushed-out. Still, it's a good movie cos it's cartoon and it's funny and aww-ingly sweet.

I'm beat! Dinner at Pepperlunch tomorrow. Yay =)

To the ninny:

Who is one of the first girls I met on my first day in ZHSS
Who hid toilet paper in my bag (and I only found out after I got home)
Who hid the stupid Jap flag in my music file (and I only found out 1 week later)
Who can sing pretty well
Who never fails to sleep in class
Who has doodles on every page of her every textbook
Who got her head stuck in the window
Who had made a record for making me laugh non-stop for 1 entire period of Physics
Who has a comical sneeze
Who is one of the only two who can understand the ninnic language
Who had to endure Stick's stupid scoldings with me 'cos we talked during the boring video
Who has the handwriting only I can decipher
Who is the most accident-prone person I've ever met
Who has endured and forgiven my childishness and silly temper
Who is always willing to do silly things with me (like running out of the MRT and running back into the MRT from another door before the doors close)
Who set the trend of hiding pencil boxes
Whom I always sms when I'm in a bad mood
Who is a 100% authentic local Chinese
Who always fails her 2.4 (MUAHAHAHAHA)
Who can speak in all sorts of funny accents
Who is born on this very special day.

I'm sick. =(

First sore throat, then flu, then cough. This is very sickening.

Today Minsee and I stood up for what we think was right and in the end a certain Clarence cursed that I will never get well.

Yah Clarence Lee you good. When I get well I'll make sure you wish that I never got well at all.

Today was a rather good day thanks to Wonky!!! =D =D =D It happened like this:

Laytin to me: Eh do you have sweet?

Wonky (points to me): You suck her thumb can already, cos she's very sweet.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I'M SWEET CAN! =D =D =D Hohohohohohoho!!! Wonky made me a very happy girl by saying that. But, yah actually I know that I'm very sweet =)

So now, I'm officially known as the pretty and smart and sweet Wei Qi =D

To sook: Forget the reason for his nice and smooth legs and focus on how nice his legs are. Or you can focus on how fast he can run his 2.4, or how cool he looks with his ear sticks, or how shuai he looks like when he plays bball.

Actually come to think of it, I don't think Marcus Yew has leg hair either.

I think leg hair is disgusting. Especially those that grows so thickly that your legs become like black forests. I don't see the point in having leg hair, it's so redundant and useless. Just like how we have armpit hair, hair on our toes and fingers, etc etc etc.

I was just wondering the other day whether hair on the other parts of body will turn grey with age. And if our scalp can experience balding with old age, will our other parts of body experience balding as well? Hmm.

Next time when I'm on a bus, I'll observe whether old men have leg hair.

Random thought: I was thinking what do I want for my birthday a few days back (yah even though I know my birthday isn't for another 8 months) and I thought perhaps a hot pink G-string would be nice. Hahahaha.

For some unknown and unfathomable reasons best known to himself, my dad never switches on the aircon in the car in the mornings. He always pulls down the windows and lets the almost nonexistent wind embrace us.

Wind my foot. The only thing that embraces us every morning is the stinky exhaust fumes full of carbon monoxide and all sorts of carcinogen.

Anyway, my dad has been doing that since this one trip to Genting Highlands when I was in primary school. At that time, we took a taxi to Genting Highlands. And the taxi driver pulled down the windows as he drove higher and higher (you know, the higher it goes, the colder it gets yada yada) and my dad was fascinated at the "natural aircon", or so he calls it. Since then, he seems to think this "natural aircon" exists everywhere, including sunny S'pore.

But hello, we are not at Genting Highlands. We are at S'pore Smallisland. We do not have natural aircon. We only have natural air pollution in the morning. Genting Highlands is probably n times of our Bt Timah hill, come to think of it.

And so every morning, my mood will be affected whenever I breathe in the stinky exhaust fumes. Cos I'll imagine my lungs turning black at the moment these fumes enter my lungs. Then I'll get irritated cos I don't think it's fair for me to die of blackened lungs.

Well, that's my daily adventure to the bloody school.

Today, the PRETTY AND SMART LEE WEI QI makes history as she won her first game of connect-four!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *throws confetti around* I am so so so so so so so so so so so happy I tell you! I never won any connect-four game before, but I finally did today during GP!!!!!!!! =D =D =D I am so so so so so so proud of myself. =)

In case you're interested, I played with my darling Liting today!!!!! 2 games, 2 wins!!!!!!! =D =D =D Wooooooohooooooooo!!!!! It's like a turning point in my life. Perhaps at this victory, I'll win all sorts of silly games in the future!!!! =D

Please call me Wei Qi the connect-four champion =D =D =D

At times like this, I really don't know what to say, how to react etc etc.

I wish those words could simply heal the wounds and erase the past, but things don't work out just like that.

Sometimes, saying sorry isn't the solution.

I'm sorry.

For being such a moron to you yesterday. For venting my frustrations on you. For saying all those bloody crap.

I didn't ignore you on purpose, it's just that I didn't know what to say, I didn't know how to put my thoughts and feelings to words. So I didn't reply. I guess you were probably feeling as irritated as I felt.

Sorry :( I won't be like this anymore. Promise.

For this, I'll play any silly game under the sun with you. You can hit my head as much as you like, but not so hard until my head aches for the whole day. I'll be nice to you. Or at least try to lah.

Once again, sorry.

I've got a Band 2.

Well, actually I've been thinking that I'll get a 2 for the past week, but I have to admit I still felt disappointed. Because I honestly thought our PW was rather good. Even Miss Lim said she had expected our group to achieve Band 1.

But my fellow PW mates, please don't feel overtly disappointed. Maybe some menopausal cranky old women got to mark our Written Report and were so jealous of our superb report until their faces turned green, they marked us down. Hahahahaha.

Perhaps most of our reports were marked by these women. No wonder no wonder.

Taiwan students came today! But my bai shuai shuai didn't :( :( :( Anyhow, seeing them makes me feel comforted cos they remind me of my experience in Taiwan. Miss those good old times. And I miss banyue!

The girls I talked to were very friendly. But it was tiring hosting the students cos you had to constantly think of things to say, you had to consider their feelings whenever you make a decision. Plus you had to speak in full Mandarin and be careful not to spike it with bits of English. Plus there are some words which you honestly had no idea what its Chinese translation is. Like the word "stressball". Plus you had to have impeccable pronounciation otherwise they'll laugh at you.

I hope that they had a good time. Just like how I did in Taiwan last year.

But then again, Singapore is really pathetic compared to Taiwan.

Seeing the students today reminded me of how we were like in Taiwan last year. Ultimately we become the same kind of people when we are in different lands.

I always hate making some kind of a public speech in front of people. Cos after the speech, I'll start recalling what I've said earlier and I'll irritate myself to death when I recall all the stupid crap I've said. And this shit nonsense will last for days.

Good thing that happened today: I finally bought the earrings I wanted! Yay yay yay yay yay =) That's one thing down! =D

Are you truly happy now? Are you glad that you can abandon the past and move on as if nothing has happened? Do you realise how many people out there have to suffer because of you? Do you even care?

You remind me of the pain I'm trying so hard to forget. I don't thank you for it.

I am feeling extremely dulan right now.

My head's aching, my skull feels as if it's going to crack, I had to inhale stinky cigarette smoke at the bus stop, I have to see shitty faces etc etc etc etc. RAH RAH RAH.

PW results tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Just for interest sake, what does this look like to you?

Minsi thought it's an elephant. Fengyi thought it's a tombstone cos of the cracks.

Answer: It's actually the letter A.

I was drawing it during econs as an attempt to draw Adriano's name. I added the cracks on impulse. Don't you think the A looks cute? I was very happy when I drew the letter this way cos I honestly thought it was cute. But apparently my friends thought otherwise.

Perhaps the only consolation is at least the cracks I drew look like cracks.

Anyway, I was at my grandma's house yesterday when I saw my Pri 3 cousin, the one who likes to punch me in the stomach and cause me internal injuries. She was telling me rather matter-of-factly that her mother bought stacks of examination papers for her and her brother to do. Her brother, fyi, is only in Pri 1.

Pri 1 only leh!!!!! Why on earth is a Pri 1 student doing examination papers?!!?!! Isn't a Pri 1 student supposed to lead a carefree school life?!?! Why is my poor cousin subject to this kind of shit so early?!?! I don't even remember doing examinations papers of any sort in my free time when I was in Pri 1!

I remembered when I was in Pri 1, there was once when I cried on my way home from school. Reason being I couldn't buy the 40 cents colour paper from the bookshop cos I didn't have 40 cents ie. two 20 cents coins. Actually I had a 50 cent coin in my purse, but I thought you needed to have exactly 40 cents to buy a 40 cent thing. I admit I was stupid then, yes, but not anymore! Right now I'm THE PRETTY AND SMART LEE WEI QI.

But that's beside the point.

The point is, why let a little kid who is barely 7 years old to suffer all these schoolwork stress and nonsense? It is very very sad to see that a little kid's childhood consists of nothing but assessments, enrichment lessons, study, study and study. This is very unhealthy for a little kid. If the parents want them to do examination papers, they shouldn't worry so much and let their children do them now since they'll have plenty of chances in the future. Right now it's more important for children to learn to enjoy their childhood. I feel really really sorry for my little cousins.

It's as if their parents are grooming them to become something like a prized possession so that they have something to boast about in front of other people.

When I have children, I'll not let them go through this kind of nonsense cos I know they'll be as smart as me so I don't have to worry much cos I want them to have a happy childhood. At least I'd know that they will grow up healthy. You can only do so much for their intelligence. If they're smart, they're smart. If they're stupid, you can't do much about it. It all lies in the amount of grey matter they have in their brains.

It never amazes me to see how egotistic and immature desperate guys can be. You know, like when online this guy wants to know you, he'll go," You caught my attention/you're cute/I want to know you better etc etc etc." And when you reject the guy and add some sarcastic and mean remarks, he'll go," You think you very pretty meh? You're just a bimbo/ah lian blah blah blah." It's so ironic. Guys like these always contradict themselves just to protect their stupid egos. What's the point? When their egos are pricked due to their sheer desperateness, they push all the blame to the girls. Just to protect their so-called "pride". This is really silly I tell you.

Off to study gu wen. Cya =D

Happy class day! =D

I just ate 2 packets of chocs and I'm feeling much happier. Woooooo =)

Was boarding the bus today when something disgusting happened. I was walking up to the upper deck when this lao ah pek behind me suddenly touched my hand with his sweaty palm. So bloody disgusting!!!!!!! I cringed and just dashed up the stairs. I didn't even dare to touch my hand until I got home and washed it with soap. Urgh, I should have kicked him or something, but all my reflex actions just disappeared into the thin air. Walao. Next time, if something similar happens again, I'll take my water bottle and spray water into the person's face.

I think it is very important for us girls to be constantly on our guard against possible lechers, especially on buses. You'll never know. Some lechers see us girls so weak and vulnerable, they think they can do anything to us and get away with it. No no no no no. We cannot let this happen. We must be like the female students in xiao1 xiao1, we cannot shou4 wei3 qu1 cos of what the guys will do to us. We must fight back. We cannot be bullied. So next time, remember to bring an umbrella or any other possible weapons when you board a bus. We must eliminate all the lechers on the buses.

Anyway, I was late for tuition today and was so pleasantly surprised to realise that I was the only girl in the class. 3 guys, 1 girl, 3 tables, each occupied by 1 guy. Sigh. Next time I must go earlier to reserve a table for myself.

Even though my parents have been hearing our voices for over a decade, they still cannot tell apart my voice from my brother's over the telephone. I dunno if it's cos my voice is too deep or my brother's voice is too high or what.

It's such a shit day today.

My mood was like fluctuating throughout the entire day. One moment I was at peace with the world, one moment I was so bloody irritated. For no reason. It sucks having mood swings cos you feel so terrible inside and you know that you can't flare up at anyone cos it's nobody's fault but your own for feeling so crummy.

And so I resorted to doodling on xiaoyuan's Lit paper. As usual. I always feel particularly restless during Lit.

Anyway, I must applaud MR OH JIAN MING!!! He's the first person I've ever known to speak out like that to a teacher. For a moment I thought that he'll stand up and punch the teacher in the face (which would be pretty exciting hurhur). If he didn't voice out, we'll probably be stuck for one entire period listening to nonsense. So yay! He's the hero of the day =D

I'm still coughing dammit. During PE I was coughing so hard I thought some of my air sacs would burst. Urgh. I hate falling sick. I'm always in a bad mood when I'm sick. And now my nose is blocked as well. This is so so so so so shitty.

Random thought: Just wondering if the size of the breasts will affect the risk of getting breast cancer. Like, you know, the bigger they are, the higher the risk, or something like that. Hmm. But even guys can get breast cancer, so the size probably doesn't really matter.

Speaking of cancer, I gave myself a scare a few months back. I thought I had tongue cancer. Minsee was telling me how her senior had tongue cancer and how horrible it was cos her tongue kept having ulcers. At that point of time I was having 2 bloody ulcers on my tongue. And it's like the moment one heals, another one grows. I was so so so worried. So everyday I'll check my tongue for some weird-looking ulcers of some sort. I'll think of chemo and how I'll drop all my hair in the process. But luckily nothing happened. Very thankful.

This goes to show how we should not worry too much about silly stuff.

Sat is coming! Can't wait. =D The thought of seeing all the lovely people makes me very happy =D

After much procrastination, I finally got to type out a proper entry YAY! =D I did this blog like a week ago, but I was too lazy to type anything. Deciding on the name alone is enough to kill me.

But anyway! Now that my lovely blog is finally up, I'm a very happy girl =D

I'm quite scared of falling asleep nowadays. For 3 straight days, I've been having nightmares. I would sleep at 1.30 and wake up again at 2 cos of the nightmares I have. Once I dreamt that a ghost is lurking in my room. Yesterday I dreamt that Minsee and Clarence screamed into my ears. These nightmares are scary cos the setting always happens to be my room. Sigh. I can't even sleep in peace when I'm already suffering from a severe lack of sleep.

Or maybe it's the time I sleep. I shall sleep before 1.30 today and see if anything happens.

I was at Huang Cheng jian2 tao3 today when they announced the council results. When they said that Ryan got into council, I think I was the only one who let out a shout of horror and shock while everyone around me clapped happily for him (those who know him anyway). Don't really like him. I'll only remember him as the guy who never fails to irritate me by appearing on Campus Superstar while I'm happily watching Adriano. As the guy who seems to want to stand near the camera in LT3 during the finals. The only thing he lacked then was his "Vote for Ryan" paper.

I shall attempt to pay attention in class in the future instead of playing stupid games and being laughed by people when I lose to them. Somehow I realise my friends find happiness at the expense of my misery, which is very saddening. =(