I can't quite get myself into the school mood even though school has somewhat started for me. Heck, I dun even feel like a uni student. I feel somewhat...unreal. It's as if I'm going to school for some random orientation thingy one off and I'm not going back for other stuff anymore that kinda thing. 8 months of break has made me a BIG lazyass.

Inauguration was yesterday. I was feeling kinda lost and leftout cos everyone there seemed to know each other very well because they went for the camp. Though I went for rag and stuff and knew some peeps quite well still the feeling can't be shaken off. In the end I regretted not going for the camp even though there's nothing I can do about it unless I have a Time Turner, but they are all smashed in the Dept of Mysteries already haha. It's like...I feel like a second-intaker you know? Hard to blend in.

I did meet some pretty nice people though, like my nametwin hahaha. We dunno each other at all, but we clicked just like that. We are the same kind of crappy people and we're going to watch The Simpsons tomorrow! Heh.

Yeah and when I returned home yesterday, I spent time thinking to myself and adjusting my feelings and stuff, deciding to mix around with people more, getting to know my ogmates better etc etc, since anyway we're going to see each other for another 4 long years there's no harm knowing them slightly better even though we can't really be close like how I am to my darling Shuli (HACK COUGH) and the fellow proppers. So today I spent the stupid flag day with my og mates. They are nice people yes, but I dun feel close to them that kinda thing. It's like you have to make small talks with people you just met and I dun really like that because making small talks is just not me. Bleah and then I started trying to recall if I'm ever nice to the second-intakers in the past haha. Being in different positions then and now certainly put things in better perspective. Plus I was having a sore throat, and people know that when I'm not feeling well my energy level is like zilch. Haha.

I was telling Siumin how I felt just now, and she told me things will probably get better when school starts and we get split into our different lecture and tutorial groups since we're likely to spend more time with our tutorial groups. Hopefully so and I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Plus we had a punk lecture yesterday, and even though it was only a punk the lecture had me doubting about my decision to come to law instead. The law jargons, the kind of English they use, and the cases we had to read and study really intimidated me. Especially the law jargons. How on earth can I remember so many definitions and stuff? Plus certain words have totally different meanings in law. And part of my results is determined by class participation like what the hell. I dun even participate during GP lessons lah please half the time I wasn't even using my brain. I just hope I dun fail and get retained.

Let's hope that being in law school will get somewhat better yeah.

Now finally I'm done rambling about school, let's move on to happier things! =D

I was cleaning my nail polish off my toes when to my horror part of my toenail came off and there was a new layer underneath! I got shit worried cos I thought I had fungal infection and the fungus ate my toenail away. Plus I had similar black substance on my another toe and I thought my toe is going to die cos of the supposed fungus. I went to see the doc the next day and thankfully it was not fungus. Just some trauma and pressure to the toe which caused bleeding inside. So in the end I spent most of my consultation time chatting with the doc about going to law haha. Yes and a good whole $25 was spent on it.

Last week when I went to my darling ninny's house for sleepover, I was introduced to the wonderful world of DBSK. Jaejoong is LOVE.