Well, actually I've been thinking that I'll get a 2 for the past week, but I have to admit I still felt disappointed. Because I honestly thought our PW was rather good. Even Miss Lim said she had expected our group to achieve Band 1.

But my fellow PW mates, please don't feel overtly disappointed. Maybe some menopausal cranky old women got to mark our Written Report and were so jealous of our superb report until their faces turned green, they marked us down. Hahahahaha.

Perhaps most of our reports were marked by these women. No wonder no wonder.

Taiwan students came today! But my bai shuai shuai didn't :( :( :( Anyhow, seeing them makes me feel comforted cos they remind me of my experience in Taiwan. Miss those good old times. And I miss banyue!

The girls I talked to were very friendly. But it was tiring hosting the students cos you had to constantly think of things to say, you had to consider their feelings whenever you make a decision. Plus you had to speak in full Mandarin and be careful not to spike it with bits of English. Plus there are some words which you honestly had no idea what its Chinese translation is. Like the word "stressball". Plus you had to have impeccable pronounciation otherwise they'll laugh at you.

I hope that they had a good time. Just like how I did in Taiwan last year.

But then again, Singapore is really pathetic compared to Taiwan.

Seeing the students today reminded me of how we were like in Taiwan last year. Ultimately we become the same kind of people when we are in different lands.

I always hate making some kind of a public speech in front of people. Cos after the speech, I'll start recalling what I've said earlier and I'll irritate myself to death when I recall all the stupid crap I've said. And this shit nonsense will last for days.

Good thing that happened today: I finally bought the earrings I wanted! Yay yay yay yay yay =) That's one thing down! =D

Are you truly happy now? Are you glad that you can abandon the past and move on as if nothing has happened? Do you realise how many people out there have to suffer because of you? Do you even care?

You remind me of the pain I'm trying so hard to forget. I don't thank you for it.