Please allow Wei Qi to rant and rave because she is an angsty and depressed teen today.

I have no idea how to do the stupid chi compre! You can't get the answers anywhere in the passage. If I get this for As I will cry and curse and do 101 other things before ultimately attempting to complete it in the end. Boo.

I still have to do Blake! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. Half the time I dunno anything at all, except that Blake liked to draw, write about singing birds and green pastures and sick roses and invisible worms. Still bo bian must try to squeeze something out for the presentation tomorrow.

LEP is eating into my revision time for other subs! Next week I have to leave Monday and Tuesday for stupid xiaoshuo and chaguan (AGAIN!) and Wednesday for songci. Say byebye to early dismissal :(

I am seriously damn worried about my Lit, seeing how I failed every paper except PC grr. I shall attempt to conquer it (which includes reading all the texts ahhhhh!) and hopefully get a C or something. For interest sake, someone is slower than me in reading the Gothic texts. Calvin from 70, his Jane Eyre is still stuck at Lowood. But then, he and I are different. His Lit is so good lah! Dunno how he does it. The world is unfair.

Today's phototaking was an entire fiasco. I totally lost face in front of my eyecandy argh!!!! When I saw him (which was really really unexpected), I gasped loudly (I dunno why), hit Liting (I dunno why again), and ran away (I dunno why!!!!!!!!) AHHHHH! My mind was in a blank then so I seriously have no idea why did I act so stupidly!!!! Those things I did, they were almost like reflex actions!! Worse thing was I think he saw my stupid actions!!!!! Totally no image anymore :( :( :( Which explains why I became so subdued and quiet after the break. Even as I'm typing this I'm still a lil traumatised. It's like the ultimate stupidest thing I've ever done in my 17 years.

Goodness he must have thought that I'm some stupid weirdo. BOO :(

Even though he's just an eyecandy BUT STILL. Sigh sigh sigh.

My aunt has tickets to NDP preview on Saturday, but I have huiqing!!!!!!!! :( :( :( :( :( I really have no yuan fen with NDP. I think every Singaporean has watched NDP live at least once except me. Why like thatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt......

Now I need to bathe, continue with compre and do Blake. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.