Sometimes I wish I can just do whatever I want without worrying about all this studying and results shit. I can't believe we actually spent approximately 18 years studying. 18 YEARS OF WASTED YOUTH. 18 YEARS OF THE IMPORTANT PHASE OF OUR LIVES. 18 YEARS OF SHIT.

Right now I am more than persuaded to forfeit the money. Even that little ounce of hope and confidence is gone.

In serious need of something to cheer myself up. The chocolate and chicken chop dinner weren't enough.

Damn damn damn damn damn damn damn.