This is what I tell myself everyday:
Prelims- 1 week to prepare
As- 4/5 weeks to prepare
So my results for As will jump by 4/5 grades.

Conclusion: I will ace the bloody exams!!! Yes yes yes yes yes!!! Jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!

I will not:
-Treat Lit as non-existent anymore.
-Think that GP no need to revise and let all the time tunnels and whatever there is collect dust.
-Sleep in evenings just like what I did for the past few days bloody!!!
-Waste anymore time!!!!
-Disappoint myself, parents and teachers!!!

We should have some warcry. Like the Miss Yam's "Chemistry A1" thing. Not that it helps but at least got the 气势.

My not-so-little brother likes to watch 格斗天王!!! I'm so amused by him. In the past when I wanted to watch the show, he would scold me and insist that I change the channel. But now it's the exact opposite!!! Everyday, at 7 pm, he'll change the channel to channel U without fail. And he'll scold me if I attempted to watch 金牌冰人.

No, my didi is not gay and he doesn't like 5566. Nor does he like the soppy romance thingy in the show. He likes the show because of the fighting scenes. Hai.

I'm going to Fullerton for dinner tml!!!! Damn excited. Shall wear nice nice and look chio chio and take many many photos :):):):):)

Korean fans of Goong are sending their views on Goong 2 to the production crew of Goong and they're roping in foreign fans too. I might want to try writing something if not for that fact that the entire article the fans typed is in Korean. But nvm! Hopefully things will change :)

Actually Yul didn't turn that bad also what. He was influenced by his stupid mother. The way Sook said it, I thought he kill people set fire lah. No lor. He's still very sweet and nice.

The more I think of the ending the more gek I get. How can they have an open ending for the show and then completely deviate away from the original plot in the sequel?! Very sad leh. And isn't it because they wanted to have a sequel that's why they ended the show that way. Damn stupid ahhhhh...

30 plus days left. I will work hard for my As!!!!! No more wasting time. No more napping. No more coming online and doing nothing. No more youtube. No more VCDs. No more reading Archie comics. My only entertainment shall be watching TV during dinner (ie. Goong but dun mind watching it again)!!!

And I will not get 1 mark for my AQ anymore!!!! As much as I think it's amusing I will work hard to get at least 4 marks for that bloody section!!!! Full marks for vocab!!! Jiayou jiayou!!!

Rocker dad is super nice. A few days back he called me and asked me if I wanted KSS VCD. I told him no need repeatedly (cos I bought it like the day before. But dun dare to tell him scared he'll scold me). After I hung up I kept smiling to myself cos I was very touched and happy to the point I think my mum thought I went siao.

And just now he came into my room with KSS VCD!!!! His friend bought it for me after my dad told him I've been watching the show during Sept hols and he didn't want me to do that cos he's afraid it'll affect my studies. I was so so so so so touched lah. My dad's sweet gesture cheered me up instantly. I made up my mind. That I shall repay his kindness and make him proud by studying damn hard for my As and by getting straight As!!!! Though Lit cannot even get a C but I will still try my best. No more giving up!!!!

But after a while I felt very dui. Now I have 2 KSS VCD sets.

Wahahaha..shuai.

I suppose we are all hypocrites in some way.

To smile because you are compelled to, to be nice because you have the obligation to do so, to say things that don't come from the bottom of your heart, to be 101 other things you are not, to be dishonest to yourself.

Maybe it's because we have to live and interact with other people. So we have to learn how to don a mask sometimes as well. To conceal our true selves. To do things not because we want to do them, but because we are supposed to do them, because it's only right for us to do so.

Being oversensitive doesn't do you any good, so shut up already.

I want to go back to school...everyday is very sian with a capital S.

Feeling a tad suffocated. This sucks.

I think I'm going crazy.

Having pms sucks big time.

My brain feels very wrung, if there's such a word. From 3 bloody hours of S paper.

Lao Wang is going to puke blood when he sees my xiaoshuo. He'll probably take his ball point pen and stab me to death and drink my blood to replenish the loss of blood due to over-puking. And he'll hang my body outside the LEP room to warn people: SEE?!? This is what you'll get when you write crappy 下三烂 juvenile no-head-no-tail ai qing xiao shuo.

When that happens, please remember to retrieve my body from the LEP room and make me look nice nice. I want a fusion funeral thanks.

The bus incident has left me utterly utterly utterly paiseh. Anyway, if you are feeling moody and down, please look for me. The bus incident will make you laugh until cannot stop. Promise.

I am very excited cos I'm meeting up with all my dear friends! Yay yay yay :)

And I need to go shopping! My wardrobe seriously needs more clothes. And I'm already eyeing the purple bag I saw :):):):):):)

Reading Pek's aka fellow Goong fan's blog makes me want to blog about Goong as well! I'm still watching it after so many months cos I stopped at epi 18 during the June hols and there are some previous epis that couldn't load properly on youtube so...yah.

Goong is seriously the best Korean drama I've ever watched so far. Better than Fullhouse and Kim Samsoon. Because it shows you how palace life is like, the clothes, traditional costumes, the culture, the food, the deco etc etc...even though the plot is overused ie. girl and boy have a pre-arranged marriage. But still somehow you'll be drawn to the show. The clothes Chae-gyung wears in the show is enough to want to make you watch every epi. Plus the show has abit of Da Chang Jin element. The elder generation 勾心斗角. But that's not really important. Everyone who watches the show is more interested in the 4 lovely people up there.

Plus the production crew is very 用心. Every traditional cultural rite in the show (the wedding, the wooden ball game, the lotus tea etc etc) has been checked against true historical and cultural records of the olden times Korea, to make sure that everything they do in the show is as accurate and realistic as possible. And what is more interesting for me is how they managed to adapt olden palace times into the present modern Korea, like the present Sang Goons in the show have this red belt thingy at the waist. All the palace maids need to wear office/power suits...whatever you call them.

And the actors! I admit Shin grows on me as the show progresses, but I still like Yul more. I KNOW later in the show he'll be very mean etc etc, but I still haven't watched that part yet so dunno haha! The part I like best about Yul is his eyes. When he's sad his eyes just tell it all and I'll feel very sad for him as well...you'll just want to give him a comforting hug and cry with him. That type lah. His eyes damn 迷人. And I like his hair. And earrings.

And if you hate Yul cos he's very mean in the show, it means that his acting is good ok. He's very intelligent leh he studied Dentistry in U!

According to Pek Goong director confirmed that the original cast for Goong won't appear in the sequel! It's gonna be about a distant cousin of Shin and Yul being trained to become Emperor. Very sad!!! Why no original cast?!?! That sucks alot lah...and I was still full of anticipation about Chae-gyung and Shin's after-they-fall-in-love life :( They are like the soul of the entire show. Maybe the ratings will suffer and the director will ask them to come back :)

Channel U going to show it soon! Pls pls pls pls watch it!!

Sook I can't go to your blog. :( Got problem.

MY PRELIMS JUST ENDED TODAY!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D

Ok I still have LEP S on Friday but to me that's a non-existent paper. You can't prepare for it anyway. Plus I dun think I'll finish the paper, unless they extend the duration to 6 hours. So...just heck lor :)

Lit today was as usual very shit. If I can pass all the papers I'll be very very very happy. If not, I'll probably absent myself during As. Till this day I'm still asking myself why on earth did I take Lit. I'd rather do more Maths papers than take the horrendous Lit papers. Hai.

Today Minsee and I celebrated the end of prelims by going to Suntec for The Devil Wears Prada!!! I was very excited cos I wanted to see how Suntec was like during the IMF meeting. So so many barricades, so so many policemen, so so little people shopping. The cinema was practically empty. For a moment I thought only 2 of us were watching the movie.

The clothes Anne Hathaway wore in the movie were damn nice!!! But very ex also...think I work my ass off for my entire life can't get even the gloves she wore.

My favourite dress in the movie. I like the hat alot. Plus the necklace. And the off-shoulder top. Ignore the old woman at the bottom. I have no idea who she is. But this is the only pic I can find of Hathaway wearing this so there. Very nice hor I like it alot!

Anyway a stupid thing happened in the cinema. I choked on popcorn while laughing at this scene! Wah I almost died. Minsee saved my life by asking me to drink water. Thank you :)

Suntec was practically empty. I caught glimpses of some delegates though :) Very cool. And there were offers everywhere! For those delegates. Very envious. Sanrio shop had 15% off for everything but I pok liao so had to resist. Didn't see any protests though...a lil disappointed. And we were stuck in Suntec for very long cos of those stupid barricades and block-offs. Man...but it's not everyday you see stuff like this.

As you can see my brain is dead. Spent too much time finding the stupid movie picture. Till then~

I will rest for a day before hitting the books again.

PS: xuemin let's meet up one day!! Nv seen you for a long long long long time!!!

Hello all. I'm BACK!!! :D :D :D *throws confetti and prances with joy*

Prelims was very very very shit. If the school's main purpose of setting difficult papers was to scare us into studying hard for As, well congrats teachers, you've done your job very well. Prelims has caused me to be very worried about As because:
a) I dunno if As is just as hard.
b) If prelims was As standard and if I think it was shit it could only mean
i) I didn't practise and study extensively.
ii) I'm just plain not smart (which is not the case.)

Sigh. This is the end. I shall work very hard for As. Cannot let history repeat itself. I MUST conquer bloody Gothic. 3/4 of the time I didn't know what on earth was I writing for my gothic essays. I envision tons and tons of Aug Wong's trademark "NO!" on my paper. Sigh sigh sigh.

Today was a relatively sad day. My dad spotted a stupid strand of white hair on my head and told me about it with a tinge of glee(!!!) in his voice. And he didn't bother to pluck it out for me. This stupid white hair is making me damn sad! Cos I didn't use to have any and I was proud of it. Man this means I'm very stressed can. Thanks to all the tests and exams and tests and exams. I will dye my hair after As. To the maroon dark violety red. Damn nice :)

My didi is away at camp. Sian. No one to disturb.

I dun understand the big deal about restricting the IMF protests or civil groups or whatever you call it. S'pore is so sian already, plus the boring prelims, poor students like us need some spice-up in our lives you know. Plus I've never seen a protest in my life. Haha. When lives become too peaceful, you'll ask for some trouble. I think some people already have a bad impression of S'pore cos of this.

S'pore is just trying too hard. Look at the smiles campaign. Look at the silk scarves, white gold tie clips, OSIM stuff, some diamond things the delegates gonna get! It's an irony to spend so much for this meeting when poverty is like in their agenda.

I want to walk around S'pore leh. For the Biennele Arts thing. Seems interesting. Someone join me :)

Kim Sam Soon and Goong are calling me! Toodles~