Aiya I just want to complain here. Pardon me for being a mean bitch.
Horrible, horrible stomach cramps keep coming every few days. I had bad cramps on Friday and I had bad cramps again today. Dunno what's wrong with me. And it's definitely not PMS. Damn it lah. I want to play in Taiwan you know! People have cramps during their periods but I'm like the complete opposite. Cramps for no reason! What is this.
I am supposed to be fangirling now! I am supposed to catch up with all the Banjun dramas I haven't watched (Yes I'm a horrible fangirl I know)! But now I am removing stacks and stacks of crappy A Level stuff which I haven't touched for a year (which is actually a short time but then it seemed so far away) from all my cupboards and my dear friends you all should know how many pieces of bloody notes and paper we had accumulated over the 2 years. And I am making a mess of my room because my stupid cousin wants to borrow my notes.
Now I dun really have an issue with lending people my notes generally but this time I am pissed off.
I dunno about others, but when my As were completed I didn't arrange my school stuff according to the subjects. I just chucked my stuff into any space I could find in my cupboards. Simply because I didn't want to look at my stuff again and relieve the nightmarish period. AND SO this means I have to empty my cupboards and sort out everything according to the subjects my cousin wants and this means I have mountains of notes all over my room. And I nearly fell off the stupid chair.
He is only entering J1 next year and my dear friends you all should know the syllabus had changed. Like completely. So I have no idea why does he still want my notes. Ok maybe to see how the subjects are like, yes, but if the syllabus had changed I dun quite see how helpful they can be in helping you to see what topics will they teach and to decide whether to take the sub or not. You know, like Maths they have the graphic calculator or whatever it's called.
He wants my notes to decide mainly whether to take some sub. When I was choosing my subject combi I didn't think that far honestly. I took Lit cos I liked it, I took Econs cos I thought it sounded cool. I took LEP cos practical. As in, he still has the first 3 months thingy (according to my bro they will only abolish it in his year which I think it's too bad). He has the 3 months to try out what...then crash all the lects he is interested in, use that time to decide lor. It's only when you truly experienced it will you form some perspectives of your own and perspectives change what. As in, there's no need to prepare? Everyone starts out the same way. Plus he is in the thru-train programme so I reckon he is in a much better position than others who are not in it.
And when you need to ask a favour from someone, you ask personally, you don't get your mother to ask for you. I just think it's basic courtesy. Your mum doesn't need the stuff, you do. So why can't you ask yourself? Even though we are not very shou3 but still. I just think when you are old enough you should do things on your own.
Which reminds me. My stupid brother is like that too. Simply refuses to order his own stuff when I'm out with him you know. I must always order for him. As in when we are out eating. He is going to be 15 and he still acts like this. But of course being the very smart and mean sister, I always punish him by ignoring his orders but he never learns. I think my mum spoilt him.
Ok I think I am very petty and mean haha. It's the unpacking and sorting thru part that really pisses me off.
Ok lah I admit I'm a selfish girl. But I still gave him my notes lor...hai.
Maybe it's the cramps. And since Junsu's birthday passed liao I dun need to be so nice anymore wahaha.
I will make him thank me tomorrow and not his mum. Going to be 17 liao he should have some manners.
Yes I am a mean bitch. For today only ah.